Kristin Prevallet WORKING NOTE by Kristin Prevallet This poem was composed by combining journal excerpts with news clippings from NASA. Because the images that accompanied these news stories were as provocative as the stories themselves, it made sense to also make collages that combined lines from my poems with the images. The round background image is Mars. This poem is considered to be a Parasite Poem, a term invented by Jack Spicer. I wrote an essay on Spicers parasites in "Homage to Creeley" for Jacket magazine (http://www.jacket.zip.com.au/jacket07/spicer-prevallet.html) which relates to my current poetic project. This project involves finding sources that my poems feed off of, gain shape from, or grow from. Since the sources themselves are crucial to the development of the poem I cite them in full, rather than disguising them in poetic language. I do not want the poems (the parasites) to take over and control the movement, tone, or direction of the larger composition. The sources are there to make sure that this does not happen. If it does then the parasites (the poems) win and the composition as a whole is nothing more than a mutation, a false resemblance of all the sources that contributed to its creation
THE BELLY OF THE ICEMAN
We were
outside the path of totality The disappearance of the 125 million dollar Climate Orbiter comes six years after NASA lost a billion-dollar spacecraft just as it was reaching Mars. We are vitro A single sloe berry was found with the remains of the Iceman. Prominent was our lust A flame like a tongue of hot, dense gas riding through the corona. I was round Totality is longest where well be observing it said the fish to the fish said she who was dying, was dead were the words spoken not, not spoken, not against not total how it was how down and down the ring fell upon her finger she slowed down to fall until her breath was an eclipse of love long lost, longing for love was a half-mooned eclipse. Life can exist in the most extreme conditions on earth. What was the morning when misted, a thick descent of fireflies and birds, the time of arrivals was delayed and still there was no water. I was a loon crossing oceans, was all there was left of love. So say the Martians who speak in pings of loving, ice beneath the surface means no one drinks the water there is no watering hole if the sparrows cannot drink. The universe seems to be younger than some of the stars in it I was awash with morning dew, my own sickly wash and knew too that there was no wash like the wash of rain over a dirty windshield, driving in the rain was a wash, can wash, me wash we were wet with washing, the sound of soap bubbles over dirty skin. Open the windows and the bird flies away. A dog yelps in a little backyard closed off from every single tree. Will you come to my wedding in a red dress will you drink the punch and then punch me out? It will look for ice below the surface and for any evidence in the surface layers of climate change. Will whatever happens be allowed to happen will you be remembered will you fall and sink the boat? There are no pitfalls into which you and I are climbing. I have the ropes tied between two poles but have no idea about the direction of the sun. Cryophiles microbial extremophiles love extreme, cold conditions like the Siberian permafrost Things are found at the bottom of the lake that happened in another century. Let go of whatever was stopping you from being permanently in love. The three-year mission costs $204 million. All is, and will be, all right. There were birds hiding behind their beaks and an enormous field of horseflies. Those apocalyptic angels who wreak havoc on crops and bakers. From there it was a plain story. One that did not lack in wheat. A baby bird hesitates at the tar. Walks upon it and is stuck. Suffocated and gooey because her wings had not yet developed. Set out in tar with broken wings and be certain the night will drown you. Have a heart, then drop it in tar. Watch the bird shit hit the window like rain.
WE ARE cells encouraged to grow in the shape of a damaged heart WE ARE the corona mass ejections that spit fire from the rim of the sun, disrupting power grids on earth and threatening astronauts in flight WE ARE muon detectors and our job is to stop the moon from casting moving shadows in its voyage over the night sky. WE ARE sewage gushing from a maintenance hole in a 2,100-acre recreation area corralled before we reached the Los Angeles River, a nearby golf course and a popular Japanese garden where two weddings were scheduled. WE ARE life happily existing in scalding hot geothermal vents, Antarctic ice, and even inside a nuclear reactor WE ARE the cows whose eggs are being fused with human embryos WE ARE the spiders who killed the venom milker WE ARE 'vampire stars' which feed off their neighbors by dragging matter through space WE ARE the nuclei, heated to temperatures exceeding 1 trillion degrees in order to recreate the primordial quark-gluon plasma. WE ARE the primordial quark-gluon plasma, by recreating the conditions under which we were born provides a microcosm of the conditions of the birth of the early universe. WE ARE twenty of the 24 fish species that used to be found in the sea which have disappeared. WE ARE the most complicated math problem in the world, linking elliptic curves and modular forms. WE ARE the pings of Mars that the 191 million dollar polar lander failed to record WE ARE the iceman who ate einkorn, the most important wheat of the Neolithic, before he died 5,000 years ago on a snowy alpine ridge.
BIO: Kristin Prevallets most recent chapbook is Selections from the Parasite Poems published by Barque Press (www.geocities.com/SoHo/Workshop/2554/parasite.html). She has edited and written an introduction for a selection of poems and collages by Helen Adam. She lives in Brooklyn where she teaches composition at Long Island University and poetry in the schools through Teachers and Writers Collaborative.
|
||||||||